There’s a big difference between mostly dead and all dead.
Mostly dead is slightly alive. With all dead, well,
with all dead there’s usually only one thing you can do –
Go through his clothes and look for loose change.
~William Goldman – the wisdom of Miracle Max in The Princess Bride
You who believe,
and you who sometimes believe
and sometimes don’t believe much of anything,
and you who would give almost anything to believe if only you could.
You happy ones
and you who can hardly remember what it was like once to be happy.
You who know where you’re going and how to get there
and you who much of the time aren’t sure you’re getting anywhere.
“Get up,” he says, all of you – all of you! –
and the power that is in him
is the power to give life not just to the dead like the child,
but to those who are only partly alive,
which is to say to people like you and me
who much of the time live with our lives
closed to the wild beauty and miracle of things,
including the wild beauty and miracle of every day we live
and even of ourselves.
~Frederick Buechner -Originally published in Secrets in the Dark
May I not settle for being slightly alive or mostly dead –
I want to be fully alive
to the wild beauty and miracle of things,
to the wild beauty and miracle of every day,
and even the wild beauty and miracle of myself~~
I have known what it is to doubt,
to be discouraged, defeated, and grieved.
It is part of the package:
shadows appear when the Sun is the brightest and hottest.
I have no doubt the Sun exists, especially after the last few days.
So I must “get up!” even if I don’t know where to go next.
And then I will believe
I am created to be mostly and absolutely alive this day and every day.
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