…deeds are done which appear so evil to us
and people suffer such terrible evils
that it does not seem as though any good will ever come of them;
and we consider this, sorrowing and grieving over it
so that we cannot find peace
and this is why:
our reasoning powers are so blind now, so humble and so simple,
that we cannot know the high, marvelous wisdom, the might
and the goodness of the Holy Trinity.
And this is what he means where he says,
“You shall see for yourself that all manner of things shall be well”,
as if he said, “Pay attention to this now, faithfully and confidently,
and at the end of time you will truly see it in the fullness of joy.
~Julian of Norwich from Revelations of Divine Love
Christ did not descend from the cross except into the grave. . . . He must forbear to reveal His power and glory by presenting Himself as Himself, and must be present only in the ordinary miracle of the existence of His creatures. Those who wish to see Him must see Him in the poor, the hungry, the hurt, the wordless creatures, the groaning and travailing beautiful world.
~Wendell Berry from Jayber Crow
Once again we read of an inexplicable mass shooting, a racially motivated killing of innocent victims due to incomprehensible evil.
There is no finding of peace in their deaths. If I were their family member, there could be no peace for me in the ongoing anguish and despair of such an untimely senseless loss. Only the intervention of the Holy Spirit can possibly change shock, anger and grief to the fullness of joy. It would come as slow and imperceptibly as God’s still small voice.
I pray that those who have been hurt, those who may never fully recover from their physical and emotional injury, and those who continue to feel their very existence is threatened, may understand how it is remotely possible that God could use evil such as this for good. Christ Himself was murdered and descended to the grave so that we can see God lying alongside the dead and dying. It is hard for our simple blind human reasoning to accept that all manner of things shall be well…
-even now as we groan and weep until we are dry as dust.