Long for the Longing

The sweetest thing in all my life has been the longing —
to reach the Mountain,
to find the place where all the beauty came from —
my country,
the place where I ought to have been born.
Do you think it all meant nothing, all the longing?
The longing for home?
For indeed it now feels not like going, but like going back.
~ C. S. Lewis, Till We Have Faces

The soul must long for God
in order to be set aflame by God’s love.
But if the soul cannot yet feel this longing,
then it must long for the longing.
To long for the longing is also from God.
~Meister Eckhart from Freedom from Sinful Thoughts

I tend to get distracted,
losing my sense of purpose and the reason I’m here;
I become too absorbed by the troubles of the moment,
or dwelling on the troubles of the past,
or anticipating the troubles of tomorrow.

My feelings end up overwhelming all else –
am I uncomfortable? restless? discouraged? peevish? worried? empty?

When my spirit grows cold, I need igniting. I long for the spark of God to set me aflame again, even at the risk of getting singed.

We’re all His kindling ready to be lit.
I long for longing at the beginning and ending of every day.

Lyrics:
From the love of my own comfort
From the fear of having nothing
From a life of worldly passions
Deliver me O God

From the need to be understood
From the need to be accepted
From the fear of being lonely
Deliver me O God Deliver me O God

And I shall not want,
I shall not want when I taste Your goodness
I shall not want when I taste Your goodness
I shall not want

From the fear of serving others
From the fear of death or trial
From the fear of humility
Deliver me O God Deliver me O God

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