Only in sleep I see their faces,
Children I played with when I was a child,
Louise comes back with her brown hair braided,
Annie with ringlets warm and wild.

Only in sleep Time is forgotten —
What may have come to them, who can know?
Yet we played last night as long ago,
And the doll-house stood at the turn of the stair.

The years had not sharpened their smooth round faces,
I met their eyes and found them mild —
Do they, too, dream of me, I wonder,
And for them am I too a child?
~Sara Teasdale “Only in Sleep”

When to the garden of untroubled thought
       I came of late, and saw the open door,   
       And wished again to enter, and explore    
The sweet, wild ways with stainless bloom inwrought, 
And bowers of innocence with beauty fraught,
       It seemed some purer voice must speak before   
       I dared to tread that garden loved of yore, 
That Eden lost unknown and found unsought.  

Then just within the gate I saw a child,— 
       A stranger-child, yet to my heart most dear,—
Who held his hands to me, and softly smiled   
       With eyes that knew no shade of sin or fear:    
“Come in,” he said, “and play awhile with me; 
I am the little child you used to be.”
~Henry van Dyke, “A Child in the Garden” from The Poems of Henry van Dyke

My childhood home is painted a different color
but so familiar as we drive slowly by,
full of memories of laughter and games with friends,
long winter days of sledding
and longer summer evenings
playing hide and seek and kick the can.

Back then, I wrote notes to my future self,
left them in hiding places,
a diary of sorts to preserve those days.
I still remember what I wrote.

My child’s heart tried to imagine itself decades hence,
what fears and joys would I pass through,
what wounds would I bear and bleed,
what love and tears would trace my face?

I have not forgotten.
No, I have never forgotten
the child I was ~
she is me,
as I was, and, deep down, still am.