Washed Downstream

photo by Josh Scholten

“Last forever!’ Who hasn’t prayed that prayer? You were lucky to get it in the first place. The present is a freely given canvas. That it is constantly being ripped apart and washed downstream goes without saying.”
― Annie Dillard, Pilgrim at Tinker Creek

Of course there are days that I wish could go on forever. The weather is perfect, there is the fragrance of apple blossoms in the air, the garden growing, the grass all mowed, the feeling of lightness of being, a family together and enjoying each others’ company, a day of worship and gladness within the church. Who wouldn’t want it to continue unstopped and unchanged, just as it is?

But it is a momentary gift on an ever-moving timeline, as status quo transforms with each clock tick. There is no holding on to this present moment for safekeeping. It must be greeted with a loving embrace that then lets go, today slipping away downstream as a new present replaces it.

All those blended moments ultimately gather together in an ocean of remembrance, lasting forever, as memories do, forever lasting.

One thought on “Washed Downstream

  1. Dear Emily, as basic as this concept is to the human condition, difficulty of its grasp is a major malady in our society — change is the greatest fear some folks harbor and they get angry when life doesn’t “go back” to some favorite time frame. There are healthy and productive ways to honor the past and those who came before, but trying to live in the past is not one of them. I give siome the imprssion at times that I “live backward, with my face turned to the past” (as I said in a song), yet the next line is “But those mem’ies give me grounding for new adventures that come so fast,.:

    Once again you embody the essence of a good life.

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