Baffled and Impeded

photo by Josh Scholten

It may be that when we no longer know what to do
we have come to our real work,
and that when we no longer know which way to go
we have come to our real journey.
The mind that is not baffled is not employed.
The impeded stream is the one that sings.
Wendell Berry  “Real Work”

Who among us knows with certainty each morning
what we are meant to do that day
or where we are to go?
or do we make our best guess by
putting one foot ahead of the other as we were taught
until the day is done and it is time to rest.

For me, I wake baffled each day
that I am allowed
to eavesdrop on heartbeats,
touch tender bellies,
sew up broken skin,
listen to tears.

I wake humbled with commitment
to keep going even when too tired,
to offer care even when rejected.
to keep trying even if impeded.

It is only then I learn that
obstacles slow but cannot stop
the flow of time,
which overflows its banks with
uncertain certainty:
my real work and journey
through life.

May I wade in deep~ listening~ready to sing along.