The old church leans awry and looks quite odd,
But it is beautiful to us, and God.
~Stephen Paulus “The Old Church”
A little aside from the main road,
becalmed in a last-century greyness,
there is the chapel, ugly, without the appeal
to the tourist to stop his car
and visit it. The traffic goes by,
and the river goes by, and quick shadows
of clouds, too, and the chapel settles
a little deeper into the grass.
But here once on an evening like this,
in the darkness that was about
his hearers, a preacher caught fire
and burned steadily before them
with a strange light, so that they saw
the splendour of the barren mountains
about them and sang their amens
fiercely, narrow but saved
in a way that men are not now.
~R.S. Thomas “The Chapel”
It’s just a boarded-up shack with a tower
Under the blazing summer sky
On a back road seldom traveled
Where the shadows of tall trees
Graze peacefully like a row of gallows…
The congregation may still be at prayer.
Farm folk from flyspecked photos
Standing in rows with their heads bowed
As if listening to your approaching steps.
So slow they are, you must be asking yourself
How come we are here one minute
And in the very next gone forever?
Try the locked door, then knock once.
High above you, there is the leaning spire
Still feeling the blow of the last storm.
And then the silence of the afternoon . . .
Even the unbeliever must feel its force.
~Charles Simic, from “Wooden Church” from The Voice at 3:00 A.M.
The church knelt heavy
above us as we attended Sunday School,
circled by age group and hunkered
on little wood folding chairs
where we gave our nickels, said
our verses, heard the stories, sang
the solid, swinging songs.
It could have been God above
in the pews, His restless love sifting
with dust from the joists. We little
seeds swelled in the stone cellar, bursting
to grow toward the light.
Maybe it was that I liked how, upstairs, outside,
an avid sun stormed down, burning the sharp-
edged shadows back to their buildings, or
how the winter air knifed
after the dreamy basement.
Maybe the day we learned whatever
would have kept me believing
I was just watching light
poke from the high, small window
and tilt to the floor where I could make it
a gold strap on my shoe, wrap
my ankle, embrace
any part of me.
~Maureen Ash “Church Basement”
You raised your hands while we sang this morning
like I’ve never known you to,
but I guess until recently I’ve never really known you in a church that let you feel alive.
Were you tired of hiding,
or just tired?
Thank you for letting yourself be seen.
Thank you, Lord, for her.
~Griffin Messer from “An Analysis of Worship Today”
There is so much wrong with churches overall,
comprised as they are of fallen people
with broken wings and fractured faith,
we who look odd and lean awry,
so keen to find flaws in one another
when we are cracked open and spilling with our own.
Yet what is right with the church is
who we pray to, why we sing and absorb the Word-
we are visible people joined together as a body
so bloodied, bruised, being healed
despite our thoroughly motley messiness.
Our Lord of Heaven and Earth
rains down His restless love upon our heads
no matter how humble a building we worship in,
or how we look or feel today.
We are simply grateful to be alive,
to raise our hands, to kneel and bow
in a house God calls His own.
The old church leans nearby a well-worn road,
Upon a hill that has no grass or tree,
The winds from off the prairie now unload
The dust they bring around it fitfully.
The path that leads up to the open door
Is worn and grayed by many toiling feet
Of us who listen to the Bible lore
And once again the old-time hymns repeat.
And ev’ry Sabbath morning we are still
Returning to the altar waiting there.
A hush, a prayer, a pause, and voices fill
The Master’s House with a triumphant air.
The old church leans awry and looks quite odd,
But it is beautiful to us and God.
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One thought on “A Restless Sabbath Love”
Perfect. Absolutely Perfect!
And so timely.
Our parishes are thinning out (of people in the pews).
And the Diocese is busy combining parishes, changing names, seeking the
necessary financial commitment to meet the needs of their Mission Statement
and various community outreaches.
We need(ed) a thorough, meaningful and effective way of reaching out – from top down,
thoroughly consistent and in prayerful obedience of Jesus’ Teaching,
The former faithful — consistent, aged parishioners have already gone Home.
Many younger people (20s-30s+) don’t think that the Theology, some rules and attitudes,
community-helping outreaches, et al suit their current interests or lifestyle?
They do not see examples of a lived faith around them or in all that they have heard about Jesus’ saving Message — among family, the workplace, in marriage and in other relationships.
The uncertainty of our troubled times? Conflicting Morals, Values, and Spiritual Absolutes? Hypocrisy all around?
The Holy Spirit has a tough job ahead. And we all need to commit to helping by giving example, sharing, witnessing to our faith stories – especially the times when we felt alone, desolate, nowhere to go; no one who cared enough to listen….to our problems, our failures, our needs.
Not all among examples cited here represent a significant number certainly. There are so many who are seeking to ‘find’ THE ONE that will guide, listen to, assure and comfort them with His Love and Presence in their young lives on their own, often uncertain, troubled Journey Home.
Thank you, Emily, for eliciting a painful truth that needs to be said – and constantly prayed about.