When I lay these questions before God I get no answer.
But a rather special sort of “No answer.”
It is not the locked door.
It is more like a silent,
certainly not uncompassionate,
As though he shook his head not in refusal but waiving the question.
Like, “Peace, child; you don’t understand.”
Can a mortal ask questions which God finds unanswerable?
Quite easily, I should think.
All nonsense questions are unanswerable.
How many hours are there in a mile?
Is yellow square or round?
Probably half the questions we ask –
half our great theological and metaphysical problems –
are like that.
~C.S. Lewis from A Grief Observed
I know now, Lord, why you utter no answer.
You are yourself the answer.
Before your face questions die away.
~C.S. Lewis from Till We Have Faces
And now brothers,
I will ask you a terrible question,
and God knows I ask it also of myself.
Is the truth beyond all truths,
beyond the stars, just this:
that to live without him is the real death,
that to die with him the only life?
~Frederich Buechner from The Magnificent Defeat
And that is just the point… how the world, moist and beautiful, calls to each of us to make a new and serious response. That’s the big question, the one the world throws at you every morning. “Here you are, alive. Would you like to make a comment?”
~Mary Oliver from Long Life
Some mornings it is impossible to stay a silent observer of the world. I demand answers to the unanswerable.
Overnight, wind and rain have pulled down nearly every leaf, the ground carpeted with the dying evidence of last spring’s rebirth, dropping temperatures robing the surrounding foothills and peaks in a bright new snow covering.
There can be no complacency in witnessing life in progress.
It blusters, rips, drenches, encompasses, buries.
Nothing remains as it was.
And here I am, alive.
Called to comment.
Dying to hear a response.