Be a womb.
Be a dwelling for God.
Imagine yourself as a living house.
God comes in to rebuild that house.
At first, perhaps, you can understand what He is doing.
He is getting the drains right
and stopping the leaks in the roof and so on;
you knew that those jobs needed doing
and so you are not surprised.
But presently He starts
knocking the house about in a way that hurts abominably
and does not seem to make any sense.
What on earth is He up to?
The explanation is that He is building
quite a different house from the one you thought of –
throwing out a new wing here,
putting on an extra floor there,
running up towers,
You thought you were being made into a decent little cottage:
but He is building a palace.
He intends to come and live in it Himself.
~C.S. Lewis from Mere Christianity
Whenever there is the temptation to hunker down
in retreat from
the rest of the world,
and God Himself,
content with the status quo
and reluctant to stretch beyond
clear boundaries I’ve carefully constructed
for my one weary life~
I am surprised.
Whether in bunker or cottage,
when I seek safety or simplicity,
it is not enough.
I am not a dwelling for God
until His remodel project is finished~
He puts down His chisel, hammer and saw,
looks me over
and declares it good.
It would be best to travel light
Between the darkness and the light,
From light of sun to blaze of star
Wherever many mansions are
Or are not, being past our sight
Between the darkness and the light.
~Vassar Miller from “Traveling Light”
I strain to see what I cannot.
I want to see like an eagle, great distances in precise and exacting detail,
or like a microscope scrolling close down to the infinity
within the universe of the cell.
I want to see where I now stand
between the darkness and the light,
how much shadow falls
on me and from me.
I hope to see where I will be,
beyond the limits of sight,
where promises prepare
the darkness to yield to everlasting light.
In my Father’s house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you.
John 14: 1-3
Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me. In my Father’s house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am.
It was meant to be reassurance: trust me, don’t be troubled, I will return. Looking back, it is powerfully reassuring, but at the time it must have been greatly puzzling. There would have been too much to absorb and understand in these few words.
Certainly it is reassuring there will be plenty of room as well as plenty of rooms. We are a diverse flock–each unique from the next, yet there is room for everyone. Despite our differences, there will be a dwelling place prepared and ready, able to fit us all in.
And most reassuring of all–nothing is hidden from us, even if we don’t always understand what we hear and read. “If it were not so, I would have told you.”
There is a welcome mat, an open door, a room prepared specifically for us, and we will be guided there.
No need to be troubled. Trust me.